I haven't written in awhile. Well, I've been writing, just not here. I've been working on a project. At first the story flowed out of me and had a life of it's own. I had no choice but to tell it. I had ideas on where I wanted it to lead; where I believed it would go. When I would type I would allow the details that were unplanned to flow and allow the story to grow all on its own.

But it finished a lot sooner than I expected. It took a turn that I didn't plan or see coming. I'm not upset...it took the best turn it could have taken. But then it was abruptly over and now I have no idea what to write. It's like I hit this amazing high and now nothing. I've got nothing. I feel like I'm floating in this abyss of nothingness.

Where do I go from here? What now?

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